Some Blah For You

Enough shenanigans! Time for something a little more serious...don't ya think? So, after spending a night at home I have realized why I am in a bad mood more often than usual. I have been missing Fred more than usual. I mean.....I tend to miss my roommate from time to time, but you know, I really think it's the whole detatchment from my guy....Fred. To all of you who don't know Fred....he is my Iguana.....and yes....even though I love him...he does not have a soul, but I love the little souless green creature....is that wrong? That was fun! Had you guys goin there for a moment didn't I?! haha I have really just been feeling as if I am distant from everything lately. Reading more scripture and trying to pray more and more and just doing things that involve more fellowship. It's hard to do sometimes when you aren't left alone for more than 10 minutes at a time. So, most of the time I pray real fast...lol Actually I pray those silent prayers that you do when there are people around you, but you are staring out of the window or looking at something with that blank look. Unless you really are just staring out of the window thinking absolutely nothing and really looking at nothing but lost in all of .... nothing. Cause I can do that when there is too much going on at one time, but usually I am praying. The reading scripture part, I try to get in everyday about an hour. So far I have only missed 2 days this week because of oversleeping and the other because of running around like a chicken with my head cut off. I did watch the first half of the movie, The Ten Commandments. You know, the one with the story of Moses? It's great! One of my favorites :) I miss those days of getting into my car and lockin up my seatbelt(in the driver seat) and driving to wherever I wanted to go, and rolling down the windows, singing a song I really don't know all of the words to really loud, but I would be on the highway and alone in my car so...the only one that would be laughing would be me.....you all know I laugh at myself a lot because I do the dumbest things. But, it does suck not to be able to do that. In fact I haven't been able to do so for almost 4 months now. I would love to wake up early in the morning and go to work and bring home a paycheck that I have earned by working diligenlty. So......that's what's goin on in my head lately. Aside from the funny comics I read this morning. And....I really do love Fred, that wasn't a joke :) And I mean... What would Thelma be without Louise? Chip without Dale? Cereal without milk? Pancakes without syrup...or peanut butter ;) ? NOTHING! I don't like pancakes without syrup. Thelma wouldn't have been anything really without Louise and Chip would be just another chipmunk without Dale. So........I think you all know where this is going......you know that even if I did have the benefit of driving right now or the priveledge of working, I would still have my trusty roommate....Better than Fred....yup...she's great! Not for a taxi ride silly :) Love you Homie! Roomie! Friend! Sister in Christ :) See...Fred can't be those things.