Just Something I Wanted To Share

I have finally figured it out people!...... Are you ready......ok....here it goes..... I am an accident waiting to happen....lol After a while of being this way I have learned to trust in the Lord and just accept it as much as possible. Even though there will be bad days :( That is when the roommate makes jokes and has me laughing :p Times when we all have to be put in our place :/ Roommates are good for that too. But...the best roommates are the one's that care so much for you, they do all of the above and still decide to call and check up on you...even when they have had a hard day themselves :) Not being used to treatment like that I have often wondered what makes some people care so much. I think for the most part I know that there are people who just try to love on their fellow brothers and sisters because that is what fellowship is all about. I haven't admitted to many people that this whole thing I am going through hurts so much and it's hard to share that with all of you who read this. I am usually the one who makes the jokes and laughs about any bad situation, but there comes a time when you just can't laugh anymore and I think I am getting to that point. So, as I have been praying so hard for God to help me fight this and cope with the pain my body is in, I didn't realize He has been helping me so much. It's been in my face the whole time and I just never grasped the concept. The church has always been there.....the bible that I read everyday has the answers.....and the people that have been put in my life are here to share the love of Christ and glorify His name. The only thing I have wanted to do was help people.....so accepting that help and being on the receiving end is definitely difficult for me, but as God keeps working and as I get to be blessed enough to witness that first hand.....it makes me so thankful just to be able to be a small part of a greater plan.